蘭奢待些許緒。
發現自己判斷恐怕現問題。
這似乎根本未受自己清淨聖境響。
麼會這樣?
無法理解。
但能懷疑佛祖。
,佛祖神通最。
能唐教化太過古闆,這種勾魂奪魄誘惑,反而被覺得浪蕩?
聯到自己皇子态度,覺得或許因為風同,導緻唐輕才俊竺些男子好截然同。
至此,面容瞬間變得端莊起來。
宛如化成尊真正。。。。。。
蘭奢sitscross-leggedonthestonefloor,hereyesgazingoffintothedistance。Hermindisajumbleofconflictingemotions-unease,confusion,andahintoffrustration。Shecantquiteputherfingeronwhatsbotheringher,butsheknowsithassomethingtodowiththeyoungmonkwhohadvisitedherintheclear-cut。
Shethinksbacktotheirconversation,repyingeveryword,everyphrase,everygesture。Heseemedso。。。differentfromwhatshehadexpected。Hiswordswerecedwithasubtlehumor,apyfulteasingthatmadeherfeellikeaschoolgirlagain。Andyet,despitehisroguishcharm,hespokeoftheBuddhasteachingswithsuchconviction,suchsincerity,thatLan奢foundherselfdrawnin,likeamothtoafme。
Butwhy?Shecouldntshakethefeelingthatshehadbeenduped,thatthisyoungmonkwassomehowmaniputingher,usinghiswordsandhissmiletocloudherjudgment。Itdidntmakesense。TheBuddhasteachingswereclear-renounceworldlydesires,seekenlightenment,attainNirvana。Andyet,herewasayoungmanwhoseemedtoembodyallthequalitiesshehadbeentryingtoeradicatefromherownlife。
Lan奢sighed,runningahandthroughhertangledhair。Sheknewthatshecouldntjustdismisshisbehaviorastheproductofsomesortofclevertrickery。TheBuddhasteachingswerenotaboutmaniputingothers,butaboutunderstandingandcompassion。Sowhatwasgoingonhere?
Perhaps,shethought,itwasbecauseshehadbeensocaughtupinherowndesires,herownego,thatshecouldntseethingsclearly。Maybethisyoungmonkwasjustreflectingbacktohertheverysamequalitiesshehadbeentryingtoovercome。
Themoreshethoughtaboutit,themoreLan奢realizedthatshewasgrapplingwithafundamentalproblemofperception。Shehadalwayspridedherselfonherabilitytoseethroughpeople,tounderstandtheirmotivationsanddesires。Butthisyoungmonk。。。heseemedtobetheexception,ratherthantherule。
Andyet,despitehermisgivings,Lan奢couldntshakethefeelingthattherewassomethingabouthimthatdrewherin,somethingthatmadeherwanttolisten,tolearnmoreabouthisteachings。Maybe,shethought,itwasjustamatterofperspective。Maybesheneededtolookatthingsfromadifferentangle,toapproachthemwithanopenmind。
Asshesatthere,lostinthought,Lan奢feltasenseofcalmwashoverher。Itwasasifshehadbeengivenanewperspective,anewwayoflookingattheworld。Andsuddenly,everythingseemedclearer,moredefined。
Shetookadeepbreath,feelingthecoolmountainairfillherlungs。Sheknewthatshestillhadmuchtolearn,butfornow,shewascontenttosimplysit,toobserve,andtolisten。
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